Face to Face :)

You've been on my mind
So, I said I'd find some time to let you know
I finally found it so,
Here goes nothing.
I must admit I've lied
But before I tell you why,
Please hear me out
You were a chance that I was too afraid of taking

This is it
This is all I have to say
I used to stay awake and wonder
Praying for the day when you would
Notice me, but now I'm slowly
Noticing that while you were my world,
You weren't the one
And now my searching days are done.

You never said you cared for me
You never told me anything
But the silence got me wondering
My curiosity,
It got the best of me.
You got the best of me.

This is it
This is all I have to say
I used to stay awake and wonder
Praying for the day when you would
Notice me, but now I'm slowly
Noticing that while you were my world,
You weren't the one
And now my searching days are done.

You are the one that got away
You are the one that I let go of,
I'm so glad you ran away,
Because I know I never could've
Told you face to face

I started thinking things were never gonna change,
That I would never find someone, 'cause it was far too late.
But then she showed up,
When I was let down.
I felt my heart jump.
She helped me up from the ground and said,

This is it,
This is all I have to say.
I used to stay awake and wonder
Praying for the day that I would find you
But now it's come true
And I swear I'm here to stay
And if you left me I would say,

You are the one that got away
You are the one I can't let go of
So please never run away,
Because I never want to say

You are the one who got away,
You are the one I can't let go of.


DVF : Face to Face lyrics awesomeness!

Dissapointed : Suprise

I've been reaching for your hand,
But your never there to help me,
You never understand that nothing's what it seems,
Yeah it's been a long time coming but I think I got this right,
Girl you do me wrong but do we really have to fight,
Oh though you had me fooled,
I always knew I'd come back to you, always knew I'd come back,
Tell me does it hurt when you think of me,
Do your memories sting when you're remembering,
Yeah you took my world and tore it in two,
And I'm so disappointed but I'm not surprised,
And I sing I hope you're happy,
And I could be better but it would be better to leave it all behind,
So I'll watch my mouth while you make up your mind,
And baby if we don't talk about it then maybe things will change,
But baby even if we might laugh about this will never be the same,
So I'll wait until you decide,
Forgiving things??
Yeah I'm sure I'll soon forget,
So keep on moving don't look back,
Remember me I'll remember that,
I gave you my everything,
But you gave me nothing I could show,
I never could get enough,
And I never did seem to let it go,
But if we believe that we can gain some clarity,
Then maybe we could see we're complete.



THE BEST WORDS EVER
P/S THESE ARE LYRICS FOR 'Disspointed : Suprise' :)

thingking of you

Thinking of you where ever you are,
We pray for our sorrows to end,
And hope that our hearts will blend,
Now I will step forward to realize this wish,
And who knows,
Starting a new journey may not be so hard,
Or maybe it's already begun,
There are many worlds,
But they share the same sky,
One sky on destiny.

Messed Up

so it has been ages since my last post, well it doesn't matter since that i don't really has that much follower and this blog is kinda like my personal journal. Okay the reason I'm writing this post is because today I had a little fight with a friend which is really close to me and to made it worst I failed to help my other friend. SHIT and yes i type it all in CAPITAL LETTERS because it's how I feel right now. Okay I've to admit that i was a DOUCHE for the whole day. So all i want to say is that i'm fucking sorry guys and maybe i got all stress out because i need to go back to the fucking police station and retrieve the fucking report number back. Sometimes i just don't get it why must certain people won't leave you alone and Mr.Indian can you stop made my life a living HELL. Its already been a year and for fuck sake just fucking claim the damn insurance and leave me alone you BLACK CUNT!. I wish you can read this because if i ever saw your fucking face again i will definitely break the shit out of it. Pathetic man, just pathetic because i can't believe after a whole year of silence and suddenly out of nowhere you made a huge ruckus. My whole day was messed up all because of one simple phone call from the old man and thanks to you Mr.Indian i got a nice lecture from my dad. I've made the fucking report and still you are asking me for the report number. arrgggh! way to go man because of you now i need to go down to the police station and retrieved the report number back!. Okay that's quite a relieve and sorry again to both of you GUYS and i shall pray that Mr.Indian will fucking rot in hell!

Growing Beard?! AGAIN

Okay everyone might have said a couple of bad things about me and me lovely beard but since I like it so much and I just hate wasting my money on shaver and shaving cream so fuck off people. Shaving is an art like my mom used to say, besides that people who shave is an organize and neat person but mom sometimes people that doesn't shave also have a very neat and organize life for example me even though I'm not that super organize or a neat freak but my level of cleanliness is A-OKAY!. Sighs does keeping this beard made me look like a bad person or an asshole?. Mom said that I look old,messy and like that "Brutus" guy from the Popeye Cartoon. I used to shave regularly like 3 times per week and yeah I only keep a bit of facial hair to grow on my chin. Well let just say that I've sick and tired of playing with this shaver and the cream. So till I get back to the mood of shaving, I'm just gonna keep it untrimmed and messy as it is! :)

Hell of a week

Well last week was the best. Wanna know why, well it's simply because I got to play with paint and spend 8 days straight with my college mates. Yeah it's tiring but I'm glad that I take the offer that my dad gave me. Now I know how does the Indonesian or labor worker that need to work their butt off under the hot sun just to get their meal of the day. The work is done and the masterpiece is done and as an amatuer I'm proud to say that we've done quite a good work. The 'Paintman'....cliche right hahaha. Besides, I got to spend the last two days hanging out with them without any paint on and yes we can never stop talking about it and yeah I will inform you guys if I got any new 'tender' hahahaha. Well that's all from me catch you guys later!

I am Straight Edge

Okay I've been so grumpy for the past three weeks during this holy month of Ramadhan and yes I've done couple of things that I've shouldn't done. SIGHS! well maybe this is an early pace that I need to go through to help me change into someone better. Well for starter I've official stopped smoking for nearly a month now. That's so cool and I also have started thinking about my future plan for 2011. Oh and it's almost near my semester break and HARI RAYA! can't wait for that to come. Okay I've done something stupid last Friday and YES I DO REGRETS and really wished that I can erase that incident from my memory. Let bygones be bygones and yeah during that time I actually realize someone that I never thought gonna respond back to me in such ways. Thanks for calming me done 'STUCK UP BITCH' well she ain't that bitchy anymore so thank you again. Oh almost forgot thanks again 'LOYAL ASSISTANT' for really cheer me up for the past weeks and really made my day!. See when LIFE give you lemon just squeeze that fucking thing and made some lemonade out of it. Oh and it's official 2 months and 8 days since that day and still waiting. So just let you guys know even though I've said that I move on it doesn't mean I'm gonna stop waiting...so haters go screw yourself. Well I gonna watch some SMOSH videos now so see ya when I see ya people!