Back To Basic

So now I'm gonna start back at my life
fresh new one,trying to better day by day
this time I'm gonna pack all my old memories in a box
burn it into ashes and plant a tree on it
I'm gonna called it a memories tree,haha
well get ready world after this holiday there's a brand new kid on the block
I've fully recovered from my shitty phase and gonna be fully loaded for the world
fuck the past just fuck it
thinking bout it only making me sober and slowing me down...
I'm fully recovered!
yes and proud to say that I'm back!

Weekend or Week End?!

Weekends should be fun and tight right
haha its rhymes
well in this fuckin boring month of november all of my weekend sucks man
like big time
well like last week i go to movie alone
i thought of getting a lay back and nice weekend
well haha to that the movie 'PHOBIA' is like a piece of shit
yeah people said that it's scary
well my friend scary my butt...it's so stupid and the last story suppose to be funny
and guess what i'm not laughing...
ok then i try to search for some ice cream
i bought it and only manage to get a bite or two
u wanna know why?well let just say some stupid kid was running around in the fucking park and BAM!!! they hit me
fuck man my shirt was full of chocolate topping man
okay i can't say that i'm that mad because he was just a stupid 8 year old kid
but in the end i manage to spend some good time swimming with my friends and help them out in the kitchen
and i can said that when you live on a house full with hungry wolves anything you cook will be delicious...haha
man i can't fucking wait for hari raya haji...wanna know why?well i really miss all my cuz and i just wanna try and relighted the spirit of hari raya!!
so don't get to excited for the weekends because it might be where your week end!!!
got it?! hahaha
ciao people
mr.messed up

Back Into Blogging

hello world it has been awhile since i remove all my shit
well who can resist the temptations of blogging right...
well the reason i started to blogging back is because for me this the only way that i can speak up anything that running into my mind.Like what the fuck right...well fuck you i guess for me blogging is ain't a girl thingy and come on there's like a lot bunch of other guys that write blog too...so to the fucked up people out there that think I'm a pussy because i have a blog than just go bust your nut fool...
okay enough with the cursing and seriously sorry about it
so life has it up and down right,well like right now I'm feeling down as hell man
i don't know why....but right now I've feel so down and lonely
this feeling has been haunting me since the last two weeks
i don't interact with others i laugh when i watch a sad movie scene
sometime i laugh till cry and etc...man i really need to get my old self back man
because being like this make me feel so sad and sometimes make me look like a fucking lunatic man...usually smoke can keep me cool but now its like...i don't know what to say but I know something is wrong with me right now
well maybe i need time to be with my friends and stuff...i hope this feeling will go away and i really need to focused up because my mid term is coming up and i have two presentations that ain't gonna finished up on its on...
so wish me luck!
Mr.Messed Up